An excerpt from Chris Kalman’s award winning book, “Dammed If You Don’t”
Today we’re sharing an excerpt from an award-winning book written by a longtime Alpinist contributor and former intern Chris Kalman and illustrated by Craig Muderlak. “Dammed If You Don’t” is Kalman’s third book and recently won the Mountain Fiction and Poetry category at the annual Banff Mountain Film and Book Festival. Book competition jury member Pete Takeda wrote: “Kalman’s third book asks a very topical question: Can we love a place to death? Kalman answers this question with a spare quality that evokes a bit of James Salter. His portrayal of a lush, pristine Chilean valley is immediate and profound. His writing is peppered with the intimate details that also bring the characters, their foibles, and struggles to life. Their dilemmas soon become our dilemmas. Perhaps the best thing about ‘Dammed If You Don’t’ are the plot twists, building to a final scenario that is plausible, disturbing, and strangely uplifting.”

![The route line for Jaume Peiro and Alex Gonzalez' Big Fighter (6c [5.11b/c] A2, 740m) on Chaupi Huanca. [Photo] Alex Gonzalez](https://alpinist.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/09/big-fighter-5-676x620.jpg)
![Christoph Schranz on the approach to the Kolosseum wall of Hohe Mund in the Tyrolean Alps. [Photo] Johannes Mair / Alpsolut Pictures](https://alpinist.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/09/ocha-schau-schuich-1-930x620.jpg)
![Sunset from below Mt. Sill, after Vitaliy Musiyenko stopped early because of 30+ mph winds (Miwok, Mono/Monache, Shoshone and Paiute land). [Photo] Vitaliy Musiyenko](https://alpinist.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/09/goliath-traverse-1-930x620.jpg)




![Chris Kalman sporting the Acopa JBs on his and Zach Harrison's new route, Pump Drunk (5.12-, 115') in Northern Arizona's Pumphouse Wash (ancestral homelands of Pueblo, Sinagua, Hohokam, Hopi and Western Apache, among others). [Nelson Klein]](https://alpinist.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/09/xacopa-jb-1-1-930x620.jpg.pagespeed.ic.0ji0uL-I4I.jpg)
![Chris Kalman placing a #6 (purple) DMM Dragonfly on a steep new route in Arizona. [Photo] Nelson Klein](https://alpinist.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/09/dmm-dragonfly-micro-cams-1-1-930x620.jpg)
![The Unparallel Up Lace resemble the well-known Five Ten Anasazi Lace in design and performance. [Photo] Chris Kalman](https://alpinist.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/09/unparallel-up-lace-1-2-930x620.jpg)
![Chris Kalman climbing Up In Smoke (5.12) at The Peaks Crag in Flagstaff, Arizona. The pitch has a little bit of everything, from thin face, to stemming, to corner crack climbing, and even some delicate toe-tapping through a panel of small shallow pockets. The Scarpa Maestro excelled on all counts. [Photo] James Q Martin](https://alpinist.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/09/scarpa-maestro-mid-1-2-930x620.jpg)